What's it?

What is it? Heck, I don't know. I don't even know who I am. I know who I used to be, but that is not the me that I am now. Are you following this?

I know that I want to be the me that I know, but I am not. So I guess that means that I should get to know the me that I am now. I'm not so sure I want to know her. She is pretty boring if you ask me. Doesn't go anywhere, doesn't do anything.

Busy...life is so busy. People are so busy. They are so busy that I doubt they even recognize how life goes for someone like me. It must be nice to be able to go do whatever you want, whenever you want. Even something as simple as running to Walmart. I don't have that luxury. I'm really not even sure anyone cares. They are just so busy doing their own thing. People like me aren't in their "plans." They don't have time. I do believe that we have time for what we want to make time for, Amen?

Well, so much for this blog being light-hearted. Guess I am not in the light-hearted mood today.